meowmento mori

by kittens lol

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softcottongloves It's bouncy, lush, fun sound is something that I absolutely adore. I think it fits the album cover. All of that with the slight undertones of a yandere obsessed with Kuromi. Favorite track: walk through hell.
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1.
yandere 2.0 04:12
Oh don't you know? I love to get high Always looking for the next hit And if I'm not high, I'm crying out my eyes But I promise I'll do it in a cute outfit Oh don't you know? I love to get high Always looking for the next hit And if I'm not high, I'm crying out my eyes But I promise I'll do it in a cute outfit I'll love you forever, I'll never run away Once I commit, I commit But if you cross me I might cut you baby Just kidding! I'm sweet, I'm more than appealing My feelings fly me to the moon If you join me, I guarantee You'll never feel more alive I'm loyal, and kinda endearing As mild as a spring afternoon But if you're mean, I might cause a scene Don't it sound fun? So happy in my perpetual doom Don't you know? I love to get high Always looking for the next hit And if I'm not high, I'm crying out my eyes But I promise I'll do it in a cute outfit I'll love you forever, I'll never run away Once I commit, I commit, I commit But if you cross me I might cut you baby I hate myself more than you will hate me I love myself less than you will ever love me But I'm just a mess, and kind of a tease And sort of a freak But can I confess? I just wanna please I'll love you forever I'll love you forever I'll love you forever I hate myself more than you will hate me I love myself less than you will ever love me But I'm just a mess, and kind of a tease And sort of a freak, but can I confess? I hate myself more than you will hate me I love myself less than you will ever love me But I'm just a mess, and kind of a tease And sort of a freak, but can I confess? I hate myself more
2.
meow 03:58
I'm curled in bed Dreaming of love Swiping through fifty faces Electric shocks Pulse from my screen Into my heart Full moon eyes gaze up at me Drop everything I'm speeding across the Bay Bridge to come meet her I open the door Sweet love I'm here We're on our way home Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na To my dismay There are some cracks I hoped that she'd acquiesce Opposing needs I crave her touch She wants her space Our positions start to quake She hides from me When I kiss her she runs down the hall in panic She has slammed the door Sweet love I fear We've started a war Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na Devastated I've decided If she doesn't love me Then I promise No one else can Ever love Her again Look at how you Fucking wrecked me Never been so wrong You've chosen your fate I am the best More than perfect Temptation beckons It's time to end this How I wish that You had nine lives So I could kill you Just wanna feel the Knife cut deeper Through your body Who knew revenge could be so sweet?
3.
light 01:14
I like you with your anime haircut The way you screech makes me wanna die Cuz I've never heard a scream so good One thats a replica of my own But like, you're tender too Funneling me hits of dopamine With every text, every touch, every look Um, I'm so high Mommy, mommy, help me I wanna come down now But I can't, cuz I'm closer to god now I'll be your misa, light
4.
Pink skies after school Remember those days? Us against the world You were my rollerblading princess Skating as our hearts beat in sync Felt like we could be forever You were my guitar hero in the basement kinda thing I'd sit by the landline waiting for your ring Rehearsing my pickup line Pink skies after school Remember those days? Us against the world You were my rollerblading princess Skating as our hearts beat in sync Felt like we could be forever You were my guitar hero in the basement kinda thing I'd sit by the landline waiting for your ring Rehearsing my pickup line Trade in the board shorts for the tight shirts Trade friends in for boyfriends I wanted to be you Wanted to kiss you Summertime sadness Want 'cha so bad like Ooo— ah oh oh oh Scrolling through your myspace Literally everyday "I'd walk through hell for you" Cry and cry for you I wanted to be you Wanted to kiss you Wanted to be you Wanted to kiss you Summer of sixth grade Remember those days? The closest we had ever been Bundled in sleeping bags Fingers almost touching We were teetering on love But I sensed you running And when daylight broke I knew Things were changing slash ending And nothing I could do Would change our fate You left me stranded Took me for granted Blades sat abandoned How could this happen Na la la la La la la la Na la la la La la la la Trade in the board shorts for the tight shirts Trade friends in for boyfriends I wanted to be you Wanted to kiss you Summertime sadness Want 'cha so bad like Ooo— ah oh oh oh Scrolling through your myspace Literally everyday "I'd walk through hell for you" Cry and cry for you I wanted to be you Wanted to kiss you Wanted to be you Wanted to kiss you Wanted to be you Wanted to kiss you I'd walk through hell for you Walk through hell for you
5.
be enough 03:35
Lately I'm dreaming Gazing out windows Lately I'm seeing You everywhere Lately I'm thinking Staying up waiting Wishing on shooting stars This city is lonely And we've both been yearning For that heavenly mesmeric Breathtaking feeling If you'd give me a chance I could be enough Lately I'm feeling Sick with conviction Lately it's raining All of the time Lately I'm dying As hard as I'm trying Feels like you're fading fast Lately I'm So so So so confused So hyper-focused On made up clues On made up dreams On a made up Life with a made up you This city is lonely And we've both been yearning For that heavenly mesmeric Breathtaking feeling If you'd give me a chance I could be enough
6.
Tonight I've gotta date at the drive in With my best friend And I feel like I'd rather die 'Cause what we had Was fine, and now I don't feel ready to change things I wish we could just go back to how things were before You said that you wanted something more Guess what we had Wasn't enough I don't feel ready to switch things "Up to you" You say that as if I have a choice Now that I know how you feel I just can't ignore the thought of What it might be like To hold you in my arms Watching Breakfast Club in Griffith Park Under the stars Could we be more Than what we are Tonight I've got a date at the drive in With my best friend And I feel like it might work out Or maybe not And we won't talk About this ever again I wish we could go just go back to how things were before You made me feel some kind of way Guess what we had Wasn't enough Just had to go And push your luck I guess I'm ready to fuck things up I guess I'm ready to fuck things up
7.
I'm just a girl who feels things really hard I'm not gonna apologize for it. If I like something, I dive in hella deep. People stare at me and think i'm weird, but what the hell I'm an actress, I'm a performer, I'm dramatic Too much, too much, too hard, a lot I have feelings Do you want a piece of my feelings? Everything makes me cry Staring at the sun Listening to virtual cicadas buzzing Thinking about bernie sanders My cat But thats okay 'Cause I'm not going to apologize For feeling things too much
8.
sorry 04:05
Dear [redacted], I want to start off with, I'm sorry I know I've been a bad bad girl. I saw myself, I looked in the mirror I heard myself speak It all felt wrong Felt misaligned Felt broken It wasn't me, but it was me And truly, all I want to be Is a good girl A good good girl I was searching for something I wanted to be right I was searching for truth I realized I was the lie I wish it were easy To move on and say goodbye This shame and regret I can no longer deny I'm sorry Yeah i'm sorry I've been a bad bad bad bad girl I brought you deep within Pulled you into my sin Yeah I'm sorry I've been a bad bad girl I know you can't trust me I've burned all the bridges I know you cant help me But let me start with this Do you remember? Winding down La Jolla Boulevard Blasting "Little Red Corvette" Getting high and singing to Sublime I'm scared to tell you Tell you out loud I don't want to open up more conversations that are gonna go south I've been so wrong, so wrong But I cant stop saying I'm right I'm right I'm sorry Yeah I'm sorry I've been a bad bad bad bad girl I brought you deep within pulled you into my sin Yeah I'm sorry Please don't trust me When I say I wanna be good I'm sorry Yeah I'm sorry I've been a bad, bad Bad, bad Bad, bad Bad, bad Bad, bad, bad, bad girl

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released January 26, 2024

Written by: Cara Cara and Renfred Harper
Produced by: kittens lol
Mixed by: Renfred Harper
Mastered by: Gene Grimaldi at Oasis Mastering
Art by: @yeagee_art

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kittens lol Los Angeles, California

disney princesses, anime ops, and worn out vans—these were the ingredients chosen to make the perfect pop, but then professor good girl accidentally added the internet.

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